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Thursday, January 17, 2013

The Graduation Speech

This coming Friday, January 11th, we will celebrate our second college graduation.  Thirty-seven men in caps and gowns will march into the prison gymnasium.  They will follow approximately twenty faculty members and administrators from the local community college.  This is a real graduation with real degrees and certificates conferred.  Nowhere is there any mention of “earned while in prison”. 

There will be three to four hundred guests present, mostly family and friends of the graduates.  There will also be the usual collection of “dignitaries”, a fancy term for politicians.  Members of the McDonnell administration including the Director of DOC, Harold Clarke, will listen politely as families applaud the men receiving their degrees.  And, members of the Virginia legislature will be here.  They will tell themselves and their constituents that the Commonwealth’s “tough on crime” policies combined with the Governor’s re-entry initiative made all this possible. But they know that is a lie.  These graduates received not one dollar in state aid.  And, the results recognized by this program are more significant than any state mandated re-entry program.  This program has succeeded in spite of the state.
It’s a beautiful Saturday afternoon and I just finished working out.  Yesterday, one of our graduates was asked to deliver a brief speech at the ceremony.  As I have for every graduation – GED and college – the past three years, I agreed to write the speech.  I did what I usually do when I’m asked something like this.  I prayed.  And somewhere in that prayer it hit me.  I started thinking about Victor Hugo’s novel, Les Miserables.  It’s the story of a man sentenced to prison for stealing a loaf of bread.  It is his battle with the evil of prison set against the despair of early 19th century France.  Ultimately, it is a story of redemption and hope.

“Whether true or false, what is said about men often has as much influence on their lives, and particularly on their destinies, as what they do.”  Victor Hugo understood prison and the human condition.
Before my arrest I knew no one who had ever been convicted of a crime.  Sure there were the guys in college picked up for public drunkenness who’d spend one night in the drunk tank at jail.  And, in my prior life as a trial attorney in Tennessee, I handled cases for folks who had “a little too much to drink” and crossed the center line hitting another car.  But that was different.  There was “us” and “them”. 

And “them” included all sorts of people.  Adulterers, no good.  Depressed?  Shake it off.  Criminals?  Lock ‘em away.  There’s a reason the adage goes “a liberal is a conservative who’s been arrested.”  Until you walk in someone else’s shoes, you can’t fully appreciate their journey.
I had labels for everybody.  A funny thing about labels is you forget how little you really know.  I’ve discovered how little my labels mattered.  Good people make mistakes.  And, those mistakes can most often be redeemed.  That it took me to come to prison to understand that basic truth has taught me why God is so much smarter than I will ever be.

“Change your thinking and you can change your life.”  That was Dr. Norman Vincent Peale at his simplest and most profound.  No one’s destiny is defined by their past. Unfortunately for too many of us, what is said about us can influence our future.   That’s why graduation in here is so important.  These men can look beyond the scarlet letter “F” of felon.  They can look at their diploma and see something else, something that may be the difference to them returning here or leading wonderful, productive lives.
Does it matter?  I have to believe it does.  Until you come in here and actually experience the hopelessness of prison you can’t appreciate what a waste this “corrections” system is.  Broken, dysfunctional lives are not made whole by places such as this.  Prisons do not rehabilitate.  They tear at your soul, they waste your time, they destroy families.  And for the vast majority of inmates, from poor families with little education and even less opportunity for a better life, they do nothing but serve as revolving door.

I reached a conclusion about my own life sometime back.  I had gone off track for a lot of reasons – and forgotten who I was and what I believed.  And when the worst happened and everything was being lost, when I needed a break more than ever, I ended up in here.  I spent a long time trying to figure out why I deserved all this.  It hit me.  Sometimes what appears to be the worst is actually God starting you on the way to something better.
Graduation Day, thirty-seven men who have done something most people wouldn’t believe they could accomplish – or deserved.  Perhaps, just perhaps, this will redefine their destinies.  I pray it does.

And here is the speech the graduates and dignitaries and guests will hear.

The Speech

Good morning ladies and gentlemen, Dr. Cavan, members of the faculty of SVCC, distinguished guests, family and friends.  It is an honor to be given a few moments to share some thoughts with you about this program in this place.  College graduation in a prison, who would have thought it possible.
On Christmas Day a new movie opened in theaters around the country.  Les Miserables, the musical adaptation of Victor Hugo’s great novel has received rave reviews and huge box office numbers.  The movie, however, cannot do justice to Hugo’s book.  Let’s not forget, his is a story of a man sentenced to prison for the theft of a loaf of bread and his quest to regain his life and his character.  I think if Victor Hugo were still alive he would applaud this program and the students who have regained their lives academic class by academic class.

“Whether true or false, what is said about men often has as much influence on their lives, and particularly on their destinies, as what they do.”  Mr. Hugo knew something about the stigma of incarceration.
Yet, the men sitting here in caps and gowns and our academic aides who live and work with us in our “Campus Behind Walls” building, are proof positive that a conviction is not a destiny.  There can be something more.  Prison can be a defining moment in a man’s life, but not the definition of the man.

Dr. John Cavan believes that.  We have no greater friend, no greater advocate for giving us an opportunity at higher education than Dr. Cavan.  And Mrs. Cavan and her staff go above and beyond to make the dream of earning a college diploma in here a reality.
Then there are the faculty members – Ms. Tuck, Dr. Yarbrough, Mr. Walker, Dr. Watson and Mr. Lassahn, to name a few who came through metal detectors and pat downs to teach here.  And to a teacher they treat us with respect and encourage us and make us believe we are no different than any other students they have.

How do we say thank you?  By using this experience, this success, to leave this place behind.
It costs the Commonwealth of Virginia $25,000 per year to keep a man in prison.  It costs $5000 to put that same man through this college program.  The economics shouldn’t escape anyone’s attention.  Earning a college degree in prison does more to defeat recidivism than any re-entry program yet devised.  Put it another way, college graduates usually don’t return.

College graduation.  I have spent a great number of years behind bars.  As my release date approached, I wondered what was out there for me.  Would I be alright?  Could I find work?  What job skills did I have that would offset the stigma of my felony record?  These are the same questions every man in this room asks himself because no one wants to return here.
More than anything, this program helped me realize I can succeed on my release.  I am not just a DOC number; I am a man with an education and certification in a nationally recognized IT program.  I am a man with a future.  I have hope.

“Dum, spiro, spero.”  “While I breathe, I hope.”  That is a great Latin maxim.  I would change that if I could.  I would say, “Even in here, education gives me hope.”
In conclusion, let me thank Dr. and Mrs. Cavan and our wonderful faculty again.  Let me make a final plea for funding.  We need more money for higher education behind bars.  More money for college means less money the Commonwealth has to spend on corrections in the future.  And that should be the ultimate goal of corrections, to return as many as possible to society as productive, law abiding citizens.

Thank you.

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