“No use of computers by inmates until further notice.” It
was Wednesday morning and we had just arrived at work. Our boss, the school
principal, was waiting for Rain Man (my name for my co-worker, Mike) and me:
“They put a
high-priority email out at 6:00 this morning,” she told us. “Inmates can’t use
any computers. There’s an investigation going on.” That news didn’t surprise
us. The evening before, the compound investigators came into 4A looking for
laptops. Funny thing is, all the laptops are stored at the school. And, during
college math class that night, we noticed our classroom was stripped bare: no smart
board hookup, no laptop for the teacher, no laptop carts.
Paranoia
set in. “Hope it’s not “code blue” for me Omar,” I said, half joking but half
serious – (“Code blue,” was the term I coined for my emergency contact person.
If I’m in trouble as in headed to 7 building) I’ll tell him “code blue” and
he’ll know to call my family and get pressure started to get me out. I returned
to the building after class and did another familiar thing. I opened my Bible
and read Psalm 27 (“The Lord is my light and salvation. Whom shall I fear?”);
settled in and waited, and then Wednesday and the announcement and it all made
sense: there was more trouble in “paradise.”
It’s been a
crazy seven days except … except every day, every week here offers hearty doses
of lunacy. It started with the factory raid last Thursday. All the computers
confiscated; six guys locked up. On Monday, two more went down. By Tuesday
night, all computers locked down. And then, the wait. Nothing. I mean, they
ransacked the library – CTs (computer techs) from Richmond came up and found
“dirt” on the library computers, but nothing else. And we all just sat around
not doing our jobs.
There’s a
constant tension in here between utilizing technology and limiting inmate
access. There are some in DOC who argue that inmates should have no computer
access, not even for education (every adult ed classroom has 5 computers for
software designed lessons such as phonics, and Microsoft Encarta for research).
Others believe re-entry must include access to computers. You can’t avoid
technology in the “real world,” they argue.
Then, there
is the simple fact that a prison can’t run without inmates working in jobs that
require computers. Food service? There are two 45-cent inmate clerks who
prepare orders and manage inventory. Factory? You have a time records clerk, a
shipping and billing clerk, four CAD clerks (designing and configuring
furniture), an inventory-control clerk, and a general clerk. Eight men doing
all those jobs for a combined hourly rate of less than $6.00.
At school,
Rain Man and I operate all the data base results for college as well as GED and
vocational programs. In addition, I teach “computer literacy” to re-entry
inmates – an item included in re-entry programming.
Imagine the
increased cost associated with hiring “real” employees at “real” wages to do
all the jobs needed inside the walls. Prisons run on inmate labor. The state
cannot afford the full complement of staff to operate a thousand prisoner
facility beyond merely housing and feeding. So, computers are – and will remain
– a reality.
There’s
another tension inside. It’s the tension within a person who is living under
constant surveillance and arbitrary rules. He decides, “the hell with it,” and
hustles and scams and operates. And for a time, he feels free – free of the
walls and all the crap that comes with prison. And the reaction from those in charge
is equally crazy. Cast a wide net; lock up anyone, even on mere suspicion.
Press and search and believe everyone is involved, everyone is guilty. It’s the
age-old battle inside of security and control versus free will.
You sit
around and wait, wait for the shoe to drop, wait to be accused of improper use
of state property. The rumors fly; always rumors: More guys going to the hole;
porn, music, gambling tickets – they found it all.
You sit
back and remind yourself you and you alone are responsible for the bullshit
that is your daily life. And you remind yourself how much you hate this place
and the men who make your time even tougher, and the system that says it
believes in “second chances” then beats you down. You remember this isn’t
supposed to be fun; it’s supposed to suck, and hurt, and beat you down. This
isn’t paradise. You do the only thing you can. You open to Psalm 27 and you
read.
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