So, I came in from running the other afternoon and
turned my TV on to mindlessly watch as I cooled down. The crisis de jour
(whether Syria, Miley Cyrus, or the Zimmerman divorce) gave way to a new
phenomenon. Three different channels were airing stories on the new show,
“Orange is the New Black.” All around me guys sat listening as Katie Couric –
or some other vapid, pretty face – asked the writer “How did you survive?” How
indeed. And then my young friend Mustafa – two bunks over – blurted out, “This
chick’s been reading your blog!” It seems everyone is now paying attention to
life in prison. If Hollywood finds a story, can the public be far behind?
For
those who haven’t yet heard all the talk, “Orange is the New Black” is the
TV/internet sensation about a woman’s three years in Federal prison on a
drug/money laundering charge. Written by first time author Piper Kerman, it is
her story of a middle-class, educated, white woman who finds herself behind
“the walls.” The title paints out the difficulties convicted felons face. She
compares us to blacks in the segregated Jim Crow South.
There
is dark, gallows humor in her stories of life behind bars. It’s ironic. We
laugh a good bit in here. As I tell guys who remark on my positive attitude,
it’s easier to laugh about the insanity in here than to cry. It’s also ironic
because most of Ms. Kerman’s experiences are the same issues I write about
weekly in this blog. Neither she, nor I, are reinventing the wheel. The
problems, the lunacy that is prison is as old as time. However, her story,
complete with tawdry scenes of lesbian love triangles and violence, captured a
director’s attention who turned the book into a show. And soon, everyone was
talking about prison.
I
thought about that as I watched one reporter after another fawn over Ms. Kerman
and parade actors out who portray the inmates and guards in her prison story.
They are all such beautiful, intelligent people. They aren’t real inmates, the
vast majority of whom have lived lives without adequate medical care or
educational opportunities, or safe, happy, well-adjusted homes. TV can’t
accurately portray life inside because it’s too sanitized. There is nothing
sanitized about prison. It is dirty; it is lonely; it is hell. That story
unfortunately, doesn’t sell books. Two hot women in orange jumpers getting
intimate does.
And
I thought about the news that broke the other night on the Richmond TV
stations. An inmate at Greensville Correctional Center (2-3 level prison with
over 3000 inmates and Virginia’s death chamber) died after being attacked. He
was a low-custody thief within a year of release. That’s real prison. Death,
and dirt, and disgust, and yet it takes a Hollywood version to make people stop
and say, “You mean that stuff really goes on inside there?” I laugh when
critics of this blog write in and say, “We know prison’s bad.” My dear, you
don’t – as they say in here – know “shit” about life in here until you’ve
actually lived it. Oh well, just another felon dead means we don’t have to
worry about his recidivism risk.
In
August, I was able to watch the entire first season of the Sundance Channel
show, “Rectify.” It is the story of a man who spent twenty years on death row
until his conviction was overturned. What captured (funny choice of word isn’t
it?) my attention wasn’t his innocence; no, it was his adjustment to real life.
In here, it’s a warped “Alice in Wonderland” existence; or, as my friend Mark –
who goes home Tuesday after eighteen years – told me, “I have to remember how
to be human, how to trust, how to care.”
People
are paying attention. Really? Is it TV shows that tell us something is horribly
wrong with a system that costs American tax-payers over $60 billion a year and
still more than one out of three released offenders will be locked back up
within the year? Aren’t some things so obvious that we don’t need talking heads
to tell us what is right? Apparently not.
Right
now, prison is a hot issue. In politics, candidates on the right bemoan the
waste of money and lack of results while those on the left see prison in terms
of racial and economic injustice. Churches are remembering their obligation to
minister to those “on the outside.” Authors and screenwriters get rich telling
the story of life behind bars. Meanwhile, 2.3 million men and women go through
another day inside.
More
than three years ago, I began this blog with the simple goal of finding out if
anyone was out there. Did anyone care about life in here? There have been times
when I’ve said too many personal things, where I’ve questioned aloud my
circumstances while trying to make sense of life in here. I’ve always written
with the idea firmly embedded in me that people are basically decent. They care
what happens; even, as they – like me – do stupid, senseless things at times,
they care and they feel compassion and empathy.
Piper
Kerman and others are making people pay attention to what goes on in here. That
is a good thing. But, it should not take TV to tell us things have to change.
I just find it hard that after 8 years of incarceration, you're still looked at as a menace to society, scum, second class citizen(if you can call it that). Gov.McDonnell says that he is a governor of second chances. What happen to doing the crime, pay with time? I thought that once you've done your time that your debt was paid. That is only the beginning because we live in a society that although you've done your time, you're no longer consider a citizen yet still have to pay taxes as ordinary people do. You're still obligated to register for selective services and will be penalizes if not . Prison can give inmates and released convicts all the education they want but until society or Legislation changes the outlook of offenders then will never get anywhere. If a felon can't obtain a decent wage job to support not only himself but his family then how can he survive let alone keep his dignity. We live in a country in which judgement is cast before actually knowing someone. Stereotyping is common amongst everyday talk. As soon as you mentioned that you're a convicted felon you're eliminated from contention for a job. Like they say, "it's not what you know, but who you Know." With that said, it's gives someone like myself hope because networking with the right people gives me somewhat a chance of making it out here.
ReplyDeleteI do believe It is tuff finding work after your a convicted felon, life is also hard for people that made the right choices/decisions in life and never went to prison. Life is full of choices. you choose to do wrong, so life should be a bit harder for you, so suck it up and work harder!!!
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